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The Year of Our Lord
06:50
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In the beginning there was God,
It was God or it was something
Or maybe there was nothing at all
It’s hard to believe
But maybe part of it is real
Let’s assume, there’s a God but not The Fall
A voice out there in somewhere
Confident, sincere
Echoed in the darkness
Loud enough for all to hear
Loud and clear-
“It’s the year of our Lord!”
Then something sprang from nothing
It was summoned from the void
A universe was spoken into life
An unmoved mover -
Inspiration running wild,
Breathed, then turned on the light
While everything was flowing
It called forth the human race
It shared with us consciousness
Accompanied by grace
And we appeared
It was the year of our Lord
But this God isn’t perfect
Yeah, It’s learning as it goes
Expectations are high, heaven knows
Power without limits
Doesn’t mean it’s always good,
But this God is trying, and it shows
In suffering there’s progress
Though that can be hard to hear
The DNA of creation
Is in each and every tear
When every year is the year of our Lord
A God of understanding
Yeah, I think this God is woke
And it hopes we learn to wake ourselves
A God who values blackness
A God who loves what’s queer
A God whose love overwhelms
Some pray to God the woman
Some pray to God the man
But God is more complex than we can ever understand
It will be clear
In the year of our Lord
In the year our Lord,
We’ll find out that where we’re going
There’s no pearly gates but just an open door
In the year of our Lord
The choir’s always growing
And we’ll join in and sing forevermore
Everyone you know
And those you haven’t met
That history remembers or that history forgets
Will all be here
In the year of our Lord
In the year of our lord
I think we’ll all want for nothing
Everyone may stay young instead of old
No economy in heaven
Nothing’s made of gold
I think that’s a story we’ve been told
But galaxies are flowing
To a distant point in space
Maybe the unmoved mover is residing in that place
We’re drawing near
To the year of our Lord
In the beginning there was God
It was God or it was something
At the end there will be God or something still
The whole of creation
This violent, holy place
Maybe it’s all bending to some will
Now I’m no expert, and on that we can agree
But I’m a part of you, you know, and you’re a part of me
So have no fear,
We’re in the year of our Lord
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2. |
Population One
05:43
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I’ll stay as long as I can
This town is a ghost land
Everybody moved away
And I just stayed behind
I claimed their tasks - one by one
Every job still needs getting done
And I do them not just to pass the time
At the general store, there’s everything that I need
I buy and sell myself my groceries
Then balance the til
I hired myself, the job is mundane
But I pay myself a living wage
With plenty of overtime to fill
This town has it all
Like Rome after the fall
Keep on
Keep on
The opposite of urban sprawl
At the barber shop I cut my own hair
Clean my teeth in the dentist’s chair
I’ve got keys to everywhere
I wear a white coat and my stethoscope
When I tell myself I’m getting sick
I make sure my insurance covers it
I’m a learned man, I teach myself in the school
My syllabus is almost always full
No easy A’s
I sing in the choir, and I preach to the pews
But the Bible’s only seldom used
No fire and brimstone left these days
This all resembles culture
A facsimile of life
Move on
Move on
Staving off that slow demise
I walk the beat, but I’m always unarmed
There’s no crime I’ve committed so far
No quid pro quo
But I’d lawyer up and present my own case
A judge and jury with one same face
I hope my innocence would show
I lay on the couch when I’m feeling unsure
For a dose of the talking cure
It’s not funny, it works
Play chess with myself, sometimes I let myself win
The witty banter’s really wearing thin
I’m miss people so much it hurts
My small town kind of living
Smallest town under the sun
So alone
In my home
And it’s population one
I’ll stay as long as I can
In this skeletal ghost land
Everybody moved away
And I just stayed behind
There’s one job I could never do
An undertaker and a body too
To save some one else’s precious time
I’ll build myself coffin
Someday I’ll climb right in
When the time is right
When the time is right
In the neighborly tradition
This town has got it all
Like Rome after the fall
My town
This sacred ground
It’s future population none
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3. |
The Next Best Thing
05:22
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I saw you through the window
Thought I’d lost my mind
I motioned you outside
I wrapped my arms around you
And I cried and cried
And then you dried my eye
I knew you shouldn’t be here
Yet there you stood
In the same old clothes
But you were looking good
You said you’d only been away a little while
And I could only smile
It’s not the same
As really happening
It’s not the same thing
The weather started turning
As the moon went higher
So we lit a fire
I asked you every question
There beside the pyre
It was all that I desired
I don’t recall the answers
That you gave to me
But I recall your voice
And your company
I paid close attention as everything dissolved
And your name I called
It’s not the same
As really happening
But a dream is the next best thing
I know it was a voyage
I’m glad you left your post
My mind’s a gracious host
One minute you’re a human
and the next a ghost
The thing I fear the most…
The “you” is always changing here inside my songs
But I know who you are
And I know where you belong
I feel your presence everywhere
And the space between
Your genes are in my genes
It’s not the same
As really happening
But a dream is the next best thing
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4. |
Talk About Getting Old
05:03
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Hey baby when you coming home?
Been thinking lot about you
I want to spend some time alone
But not alone without you
I want to sit together
Talk about the day
Nothing too exciting anyway
But a hand to hold
Talk about getting old
A homebody needs to be at home
And no one need remind us
Don’t need a lot of space to roam
Those days are all behind us
We’ll make love in the morning
It’s getting too late
It’s harder to get started after eight
Truth be told
Talk about getting old
Gravity’s relentless
It’s taking quite a toll
Our bodies are always younger than our souls
Like tarnished gold
Everything’s getting old
Hey baby look how much we’ve grown
In the art of conversation
We’ve got language of our own
Considerate and patient
Everything’s forgiven
We’ve figured it out
Can’t remember what we fought about
A lighter load
Talk about getting old
Growing into comfort
Softened by the hurt
Skin is fitting looser but like a worn-in shirt
I suppose
Guess we’re just getting old
Someday we’ll sit on our front porch
Watch the grandkids playing
And see how far we’ve passed the torch
In the daylight fading
We won’t be caught flatfooted
It won’t come as a shock
When bodies can’t do more than talk
And repose
We’ll talk about getting old
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5. |
Windowpane
06:21
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A new sight
A new sound
A new silence more profound
A new world
A new plane
Opens through this Windowpane
A light like a sequin
Glinting through the leaves
Of the Tabebuia blooming
I’m savoring everything
It’s slow and it’s funny
Stretching my legs to the ground running
Up crystal stairs and humming
My ears start to buzz and ring
If you want it, then you can do it
Truth is out there
And we knew it
The window’s open so jump through it
And peer on the other side
A new set
A new setting
A new way of forgetting
A new state
A new frame
I’m tripping through this windowpane
The seeds are all scattering
And “Spring” is a command!
I’m hunting and I’m gathering
The best things that I can
And everything is breathing
Colors run like they’re weeping
A dream we dream without sleeping
An hourglass without sand
If you want it, you’ve got to do it
The window’s open
Let’s run through it
Holding hands as we both tune in…
And turn on the light inside
A new crazy
A new sane
A new heart
A new brain
It’s no time
To explain
I’m stepping through this windowpane
The sun in all its splendor
Was setting in the East
I think that’s what I remember
With purple, golden streaks
If the weird is what you’re into
It may be the right time
The Tabebuia is blooming
If you’re looking for a sign
My body has got to do it
The window needs
Me to break through it
Every atom belonging to it
Is waiting to free my mind
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6. |
Sunday Morning
04:50
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You wake up early on Sunday morning
It came on quickly and without warning
The house is empty, the party’s over
It takes adjusting, you’re moving slower
And with the knowledge you’re not invincible
You know it’s true
That Saturday night finally got the best of you
While you move about collecting
You take some time for your reflecting
The bottle’s empty, the smoke has settled
You comb your hair back, you’re still disheveled,
With Saturday’s clothes hanging on you
And all too soon
Sunday morning crawls to Sunday afternoon
You’re staying in, you’re not real religious
You draw the shades, you don’t need a witness
A Sunday service you’re now resuming,
You’re feeling fragile at your most human
You’re a one man congregation
So penitent and blue
For all the things that a Saturday night can make you do
The rooms that echo were filled with chatter
You had them laughing, that’s all that mattered
Telling stories to friends and others
Full-time hipsters, your part-time lover,
But in the end it’s so predictable
It’s not deja vu,
Sunday morning’s always turn to afternoons
In the wreckage, you feel pathetic
The place looks awful, it’s just cosmetic
You need some sunshine, your face is pallid,
You want to go, but your will is ragged,
And so you sit there ruminating
On all you could do
While morning turns itself into the afternoon
You woke up early this Sunday morning
It came on quickly and without warning
Tomorrow you’ll be driving slowly
To the office, and thinking only
“Now the lights on, you’re illuminated!”
You know it’s true
You’ll be right back here next Sunday afternoon
Sunday morning’s always to to afternoons
Sunday morning’s turn to Sunday afternoons
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7. |
Blues for Now
07:44
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Do you ever wonder
Why we give a thought
To past or to future
When all that we’ve got
Is present
And we’re missing quite a lot
What could have been
What should have been
What might have been
What will have been
Oh no,
There’s really only what there is
And you don’t get to
Go and take it back my friend
You said the wrong thing
Didn’t say enough
You acted too funny
You acted too tough
Well being
A human being is rough
The conversation
That plays in your head
Won’t go down like that
What will happen instead
Is you’ll do
Just exactly what you did
To avoid it, you’d have to go off of the grid
Is it a sin
Or some human fault
We flee from a city
Then get turned into salt
Well I guess,
I guess that’s just our lot
Retracing steps
Already made
Or counting up money
Before we get paid
Just look
Look how far we’ve gone and strayed
Into a cycle
Of past and future-retrograde
We’re running forward
We’re looking back
Life’s a game
And we play the odds
We call it random
Then blame the gods
When we know that correlation’s not a cause
But living is blues
I’ve worked that out
Cause we’ve got to have something
To sing about
We’ve got to have something to sing or shout
While we’re on this temporary roundabout
We’re looking forward
We’re running back
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8. |
The Feast of Flowers
08:19
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The Feast of Flowers in the evening hours
The world is ours at the Feast of Flowers
Open the curtain of the past again
The breeze is so inviting
A fragrant spell
Is springing
From an ancient well
An almost island in-between the seas
Where hearts of palm are beating
Cicadas making music
Clouds gathering above
This land that we love
The sound of sails on a foamy shore
When tall ships were invading
Wood and steel
And secrets
The Western World concealed
Shouts of welcome in a local tongue
Gifts of tabby and coquina
The feast for them was ending
When it had just begun
In this land that they loved
Their stories buried under sandy soil
Secrets still worth keeping
They’re safer from harm
Clay pots and sacred charms
And flowers
The Feast of Flowers blooms on Spanish towers
Reveal yours powers, it’s feast on the flowers
Built by citrus picked by darkest hands
Lonely farmlands still remind me
Before them stood plantations
Our sordid history
Overbrimming with the fruits of toil
It was a feast for masters only
Unknown slaves who labored
Bless them everyone
In this land under the sun
In the garden when the moon is high
The gator’s eyes are gleaming
An inverse world reflected
Changing with the tide
The Swanee river running ever wild
The St. John’s fleeing northward
Baptizing with beauty
Cleansing holy ground
In this feast where all is found
A land of plenty and a land of poor
No halcyon days of yore
The past is unforgiving
The present’s giving more
Than flowers
Pull back the curtain of the past again
Examine it unflinching
Like citrus trees we’re grafted
To what came before
Stories built on stories
Forevermore
This land where we were born
A feast of joy and pain
And the fossilized remains
Of flowers
The Feast of Flowers in the evening hours
The world is ours at the Feast of Flowers
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Riverman Orlando, Florida
Steve Hedrick is a singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist. He lives in Orlando, Fl with his wife and two children. He is currently working on new material and will post it when it's finished.
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